I once longed to live with you, yet feared a predictable ending. Recently, I have accumulated a great deal of negative emotion, largely because I felt unworthy of being close to you, while you drifted away. Perhaps everything is meant to be; it was simply my naivety that misled me.
My days are filled with haste—waking up, washing, eating, reviewing, attending classes, and completing assignments. I hope for a day when I can stroll leisurely down the street, observing the world around me with a sense of ease. I believe that by then, my heart will find a tranquility I have never known before. It seems this world has become truly agitated.
This might be the most ordinary day, letting my youth fade quietly. Yet, it is also a perfect day, for life is full of helplessness that urges us to move forward without pause. This is an ordinary yet beautiful day, exactly the kind of life we aspire to.
To live better, I need to make significant efforts. My former laziness and idleness are gradually disappearing, and I believe I will become a better person!
The journey is always filled with the unknown and unexpected surprises. Life is essentially about surviving in the narrow spaces, and may everyone face life with composure after the quiet of the night.